Juste un rêve

Contradicted

2011-12-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

Full Time Or Part Time? I have no idea with it... As we know, there's nothing perfect in this world... Quite contradicted actually cuz spent 3 yrs time to complete my degree and initially I hope I can work as a banker which receive stable salary which not less than 2.5k, but my career now is 100% all rely on my sales which start up from 0 basic~~~ Feel quite imbalanced with it, the feel doesn't taste good seriously especially when my frens around questioned me "What the purpose u study for 3yr Uni if u planned to be insurance agent?"... Contradicted~~ That's my terrible characteristic no matter in what way~~~

My meaningful Nov

2011-12-05T19:21:00.000-08:00

I'm glad to have all supports from my friends,relatives in this month~~ 12 cases all comes from warm market, all ur supports will be the motivation that encourage me continue my career~~ By the way, thanks all VKA colleagues that giving me a hand whenever I face any obstacles in handling cases~~~

I'm feel proud to be the TOP PRODUCER of this month, and I believe this achievement will assist me in the future no matter what field I am =)

Hello, December =)

2011-12-04T00:35:00.000-08:00

Time flies without noticed~~~ It's come to December, I've been having my internship at VKA for 2 months~~~ Learned a lots here, all u colleagues here is great, helpful and crazy ( sometimes). Although we were arranged here to complete our internship project, meanwhile, it doesn't much different with other full-timer here. We have to open case, secure appointment, closed case & WRITE REPORT~~~ We were given an opportunity to experience how the working life it was, start working from 8.30pm till 5.30pm and not yet included the appointment u have fixed with ur prospect at night~~~ Last month, a pocket money(cash) challenge have launched, to reward those who can hit the quota. This month, another mystery gift challenge was launched, perhaps I can do my best to get the rewards =)

那些年,轻狂的我们

2011-12-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

最近拜九把刀所赐,掀起了一股“那些年”风~~~
"那些年我们一起追的女孩"这部戏深信让许多观众霎时呼唤回属于自己羞涩的"那些年"...
或许只有在中学时期,我们才会闲空一些,单纯一些,真实一些,少计较一些~~~
踏入社会工作了,大家变得忙碌一些,城府深些,虚伪一些,自我意识强一些~~~
庆幸的是,回头一看~~我中学的生涯不曾留白,都有一班猪朋狗友在身旁(嘴角不禁笑了一下)

傻B们,好久不见 =]

Find Your Guiding Inspiration

2011-11-12T18:35:00.000-08:00

"Find your guiding inspiration,
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
there's no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one~~~"

I found it that this song did motivate us especially when u felt down or wanna giving up something no matter in any fields~~~ Yeah, we have to find our own guiding inspiration then we only can continue move towards our goal set at initial~~ Gambate =)

Internship

2011-10-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

I'm currently having internship at VKA which located IOI Boulevard. Many new & fresh things to learn yet more obstacles to be faced. Life & Business just like a cycle, round & round, repeat & repeat, depends on what action u take only. 6pm ady, finish work =)

Balik Or Not

2011-09-01T18:50:00.000-07:00

When we still a child, go back hometown is kinda happy & joyful for us. As we can have fun with the relatives, maybe playing hide & seek, firecracker, swimming in river nearby, that's memorable & impressive indeed. As we grow up, we started to have our own gangs, sometimes will choose to stay at home instead of back hometown with our parents. Ya, no doubt super duper boring for sure to listen the uncle & auntie conversation. However, as the son of dad & mum, we should spend more time accompany around them no matter where they wanna go. We shouldn't such selfish & care only what our own feeling but prior to them 1st. Try recall back, how much time our parents spend on us from a newborn baby till now? What they wish, maybe just merely want their son or daughter accompany them, talk to them, hear what they want to say. In a nutshell, balik or not, think by your own then. Hav a nice day =)

I'm officially 21

2011-06-19T14:10:00.000-07:00

Start from 2day, I would like to declare myself as an adult. I'm officially 21 years old. Lets talk about my 21st bday celebration. Well, nothing much to describe, it juz merely receive many happy birthday greetings from frens via facebook. A birthday without cakes or any presents. It does't means it was LAME actually... As long as there are a bunch of dude company around u, talk cock or dota-ing... Yup.. That's my birthday wish... Once we got faith to be friend, no doubt our friendship won't end till we death.

It's a beautiful night

2011-06-17T05:45:00.000-07:00

It’s a beautiful night,We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,I think I wanna marry you.Yea, such a nice lyric from "Marry You- Bruno Mars"... It's express what my mind now indeed... U know? All along the increase of ages, humans started become more and more timid, won't act as mad as last time when we were young... We will find ourselves try to void from any troublesome that might occur while making decision.. A very simple example, flirt, it is the best things to do with the hot-chick especially those we are not really close to. Maybe merely just a praise or a lame joke came out from a sweet mouth would impressing the laddies indeed. Somehow, I think I have no balls to flirt with any strange hot-chicks even I get myself drunk or high. I don't know why. Ya, u may tease on me no balls. It is a fact indeed =)

p/s: so whats the dumb things I can looking to do?? no idea... FML

病猫

2011-06-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

好久没用华语写blog了... 新的学期(应该是最后一个了吧？),新的开始...

病倒了,没开学第2天就病到5颜6色,环境的变迁也需要适当的时间来调适..

发烧啦,咳嗽啦,喉痛啦,皮肤敏感统统给找上门来... 不知觉已到了大3最后一个学期了...

老了啦,老了啦,病猫一个,而且还是扭伤右脚膝盖那个~~ 囧

感觉昨天就像2009年一月刚进来那样,这证明我在大学也混得好不错(至少没被当掉)...

说说最近的天气吧,跟女生来月经的心情一个样的,善变~~~大伙得多喝水照顾好身体啊！

p/s :用回华语,感觉怪怪,但却比用英文来得亲切.

Never try this, Pls

2011-04-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

Do u ever experienced b4 while there is a guy/girl confess to u during April fool? Do u think you are humorous & try to cheat anyone in this way. Thats the most idiot way to confess to someone who you really like or love so much. It's will make u sounds like a 13 years old kid who not dare to confess to his target & try to send her a love letter without her notification. So, pls never try this in your life, if u did so, please kept it as lesson. Hav a nice day =)

Look at here, frens

2011-03-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

When it comes to last year to anyone of under graduates, u will realized that we started concern with our cgpa and what class of degree we will expect to get in year end~~ Do u ever noticed that?? U started always compare urself to ur frens around especially when mid term mark was released~~~Errmmm~~ Nothing much to share~~ Just wanna tell u all that 1st class does't means all, no doubt u may get lesser opportunity to be interviewed by the well-known inc during vacancy if compared to those 1st class holder. However, the certificate u held just facilitate u to be get hired easily into an organization... Other than that?? What else it can assist u in ur life? When u come into an organization, there is not much difference btw degree & blank paper? Would your future boss will evaluate ur performance based on wat class certificate u held? Keep in mind, my frens, never screw up urself because of such small issue... There is a long journey waiting you in future, it's just a beginning of ur life after convo =)

Sprained leg recovered

2011-03-09T19:13:00.000-08:00

Yeah~ Finally my sprain leg recovered after taking 3 months rest~~ 3 months ago, I accidentally step on my fren leg when I try layup at SS2 basketball court~~ And I sprain my knee seriously, can't even walk at first, and will always get sprain easily on the same injuries. At last I went to consult the chinese traditional sifu, the recovery process costs me hundred bucks, but its worth it or else I think I am still suffer with the pain of my knee now... Now I can involve myself into sport again, but not as smooth or as good performance like last time, now have to very take k of my knee, no more vertical timing jump for me, can't play center anymore~~ sighnnn~~ nvm, cheers chris, u can overcome it 1 =)

ReViVe

2011-02-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

Hihi, I'm back to here... Currently busy with lots of assignment as well as my last year Final Year Project... No doubt that I will spend less time in blogging~~ Nowadays, my life is fulfilled with article, journal which related with my assignment and FYP~~~ Also starting to get nervous with the internship coming this October~~~Sighnnn =.= seems like still got a far distance to my target which is 3.3cgpa ( bank normal standard for internship)~~ pray so hard I can catch up in the last 2 sem =)

Y3 life

2011-01-19T16:43:00.000-08:00

Yeah~~ I hav start my Year 3 degree life right now... well, I have to say that time pass without notification, there is ONLY 9 months left for my uni-life... Should I feel glad or sad with it? This is contradicted, somehow I hope that I could graduate faster ever so that I wont feel stress or troubled with the assignment, mid term, final year project, bla bla bla... But what is the next of my life after this? Work like a mad dog? Continue master course with the sxxk result now? Errmm, no idea... GOD know...

Whats going on

2010-12-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

Nothing special on this post, just wanna share my opinion on the suicide case happened recently... Not try to critisize on what they did but felt sympathy to their parents as their children choose to leave the world earlier than them... The public response only focus on the victim himself but toward his parents... Do u all know how ruthless it is to dump both his beloved parents and went to another world... The most ridiculous things I heard was they planned to build a annivesary temple for that fella because of his deep love to his x girlfriend. OMG, COME ON... what he did should not be praised or deserve for us to feel proud of it... On the other hand, we should feel ashamed because the public already change, teen nowadays looks tougher from external but fragile in internal... They choose to avoid from the problem but not dare to face it consciously... So u thought once u die then the problem will be settled automatically?? U will just torturing everyone around u especially ur parents...

Just A Dream

2010-12-12T03:59:00.000-08:00

" Juste un reve" means "Just a dream" which is my blog's header currently... Sometime, I feel that what I wished & what I expected will never come true, and it correspond with my header "Just a dream"... At first, I would like to congratulate UTAR volleyball boy team get champion in the mahasiswa vball competition... Thats a shame for me cuz cant able to join this game due to the idiotic final exam schedule set by UTAR which exactly crashed with the schedule of the competition... Don't know why I will felt regret & emo when I heard that the volleyball team won the game but actually I should feel glad to their attainment.. Isn't it?? Maybe what my dad critisize on me are correct...

" What for u playing so many sport games while none of them u are pro enough & eligible to be the behalf of the school"

I was thinking about her

Thinking bout me

Thinkin bout us (us)

What we gunna be?

Open my eyes, (Yeah)

it was only just a dream...

Opinionated

2010-11-24T18:42:00.000-08:00

2day post just wanna to tell u all that there is many opinionated fellas around us... Wanna assure that whether u are belongings to this category? Lets check it out with de characteristic below:

1) They will always like to critisize ppl while they are not eligible
2) They will thought themselves are the smartest in the group
3) They owned a bitchy mouth since they were born
4) They always like to offend others with their bitchy mouth

5) They will never accept opinion from others & self-asserted mind

6) They always thought what they did are exactly correct

7) They wont able to know what means of " self-enlightment"

YEah... I believe you have ady check it out... So are u?? or someone around u are?

Ideal partner

2010-11-17T22:54:00.000-08:00

Ideal partner will never come to your life, that's why we called it "ideal"... For mine one, not so greedy, as long as she are considered & mature enough then should be ok. Sometimes, I would fantasized that a ~~milf~~ to be my partner at least I won't screw up due to the unreasonable wants and the IMPORTANT thing will be...

SHE GAVE ME A GREAT "JOB" =)

short sem isn't short at all =(

2010-11-07T01:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah, start my 7 weeks lasting short sem currently... I have no idea why must we have those idiotic short sem whereby most of my frens from other college are having their 3 month holiday right now~~~~ short sem doesn't short or relax as we thought... Initially we only have lecture & tutorial once a week during long sem but now become twice a week. Can u imagine how rush & rapid our schedule was? In other hand, we have to absorb the 14weeks content of the subject during this freaking 7 weeks~~!!!! 4 subject taken in this short sem which are Moral, Academic Writing, Financial Market & Regulation and FRENCH~~!!! Reli no idea with FRENCH and I found out that I'm cant absorb what French lecture teach us. MOst probably related to my brain matter, started get old and cant function well like last time =(

FML =(

Grow up,man

2010-10-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

At first, I thought that I can play as crazy as possible like u all during this 3 weeks-lasting sem break. Hang out everyday with your buddies, shopping, go trips, or just take rest at the home for whole day. However, in fact it wasn't. There are so many tasks I need to be beared. My dad's used car office just shifted from puchong to shah alam there, and my dad doesn't want hire any workers in order to cut cost to overcome this economy downturn. My dad's age considered close to the resign age but still have to work hard to handle my costly school fee. As we grown up, we should become considered and bearing various kind of resposibilities to family especially our parents. Our parent treat us just like a little flower inside a greenhouse, they doesn't want us to get hurt or face any troublesome. But we should prove to them that we are no longer the small kid who only know cry when facing the problem, let them realized that we have the capibilities to settle problem by our own. It's time to grow up to be a man, guys =)

there is another meaning for "grow up" too =P

Like the way u drunk

2010-08-25T17:33:00.000-07:00

Clubbing will be the most exiciting activity to all college or university students in their weekly life...There are so many reasons could tempted us to go clubbing such as entertainment, good way to release stress, gathering, some unique events organized by the club and others...From a conscious angle to view them, u will found it that is ridiculous for a guy and a girl who never interact with each other could dancing 2gether in a limited space...I think mostly my frens will think that the alcohol was the culprit so that they able to shirk all the responsibility to it and continue act crazy way in their life... Just feel quite weird, if u dun have the impulse initially, who else could influence u to dance with the girl without bother the consequence afterward. Actually I was so contradicted because sometimes I like the world while we drunk, at least we could throw away the stupid burden we beared everyday and act what the way we wanted....However, I will hate the world while we drunk, its because it may spoiled the naive friendship among us due to some actions u did to her... so u both will feel embarrassed when u both meet up again... Cuz the relationship btw u both no longer merely a fren or couple, it's ambiguous~~!!!!
p/s : I'm not try to critisize whether clubbing good or bad here, juz wanna share my own perception..

marriage

2010-08-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

‎"A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME."

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate.

I found it that it is quite meaningful so wanna share it wif u all. Thats exactly correct and thats considered as common to hear any divorce case happened around us no matter relatives or frens..
Juz hope all of us could recall back what commitment u said in front of cleric while u decided want to divorce with ur spouse. Blessed sincerely for all couples will hav a good ending in their life =)

p/s : Promise is a debt owed by man to woman, don't simply commit to ur partner =)

Night Life

2010-08-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

Few days ago, I went Ipoh club (De Nest)with my buddies Mengleong &Marvin...
Thats my pleasure to get their virginity of clubbing in Ipoh...(u both no longer virgin =P)
Initially we planned to go Vodoo for viewing Final Competition of Miss Perak...
Due to some unpredicted circumstances, we change our location to De Nest...
( Those who involved will know the reason =/ )
Well, I think I unable to tell u guy detailly how greats & interesting there are by blogging~~Just only wanna to say that we all are so"enjoy" in night with girls ... Actually I prefer the world we were drunk rather than rational-minded daily life...
At least, our mind could be naive a bit but not always predict what people mind was thinking~~~For my own opinion, I think mostly because of the alcohol reaction,so that we could act in the way we wanted without too much of unnecessary consideration~~~
In our whole life, we are rarely given an opportunity to act in the mad way, so we cannot comment whether go clubbing is good or bad... It is just a way to socialize~~~ We shouldn let our Uni-life only fulfilled with those nonsense assignment and examination, but also those memorable & unforgetable every moment with out buddies, so that we only dare to tell others that " MY UNI-LIFE is NEVER leave blank!!!" =)

Meng LeongMarvin

Jia Jiacpm

Long time no see, Vball =)

2010-08-02T19:29:00.000-07:00

I believed that I hav not ever touch vball after graduated from high skul...
Well, I remember last time I was so passion in playing vball at high skul time...
As we know, independent skul hav a freaking longer class duration than others...
And we hav to start our skul life from 8am till 3.3pm...(nt included additional tuition)
Sometimes, I used to stay at skul after vball training until 8pm...
Then I will walk with my buddies to the nearby internal vball court (Olympic) and play vball with those x-state vball players which still mantained their pro vball skill very well even no longer act on the behalf of SUKMA... And they also willing to teach us the skill to handle the vball...
However, I found it that I was getting lazy and lazy after steps into Uni-Life...
NO longer passion with vball, basketball also seldom touched and just everyday face with my lappy...Last time I used to expect my Uni-Life was fulfilled with outdoor activities with a bunch of buddies..However, the fact told me that it wasn't... My buddies all nt active in outdoor activities...
But just always go for clubbing, smoking, pool and others "healthy activities"...
Sport Carnival for this semester coming on this Saturday, feel extremely nervous and worry...Because I got take part in the vball match and the MAIn thing is our team nt ever hav training once..
Beside that, my weight was rise again, should I feel happy or sad with it??
NO comment... =/

Below are my vball photo in high skul time =)

I like this photo so much, I'm spiking~!!!!

Durion Season

2010-07-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

Thats not difficult to discover many durion stalls opened in the city recently...
YEah, u are right, Thats the durion season... Durion smell spread within the town...
Thats a shame for me cuz cant go back taste durion with my PJ frens =/
Well, there are various types of durion in Msia... However... I juz recognize fews of them...D24, D2, "King of Mountain Cat" , "Red prawn" and others...
Among of them, I prefer D24 cuz it tastes a bit bitter and sweet...
One of my frens who work as a durion's sales, and from him I realized that...
For Those Durions who eatten some of it by the squirrel was the BEST 1...

I was so happy because I got a chance to taste durion when yam cha with fren at Eastlake mamak...

Here are some self-snaping photo... Please do not view it if u are having ur meal...XD

p/s : recently always yam cha & order maggi goreng double as supper, FAT sei me liao ><

Piercing

2010-07-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah, my frens, I went Ipoh Parade piercing during last weekend...
Thats nothing to get shocked for what I did.... =P
Actually I was desired to pierce my ear last time in high skul...
However, due to the stupid and strict skul regulation, I exhaustive surrender to the disciplin teacher...Before that, I have bought some magnet earrings which I expect it will have the same effect as the real earring... Through X times failure, I concluded that the magnet earring was totally trash and useless...I hav accidentally lost 2 different kind of earring when hang out with frens... At last, I decided to go piercing without delay ANY 1 second when I reliazed that the magnet earring gone again ><

Thats my left ear which having reaction...
Hav to say NO to seafoods and eggs.... ><

AND

Thats doesn implies that I gonna be a "LALA"...
Just the way wanna make myself looks great...

p/s : Have to wait till 1 month like that onli can take off and wear my nice looking earring... ><

Assigment, Mid Term =(

2010-07-16T11:26:00.000-07:00

Here comes to the mid term & assignment period for every Utarian ...

During this period, u will see most of the Utarian struggling & suffering with their work task..The most crowded location could be the Lecturer Rooms...

Undergraduates all will go consult their lecturer N times in order to catch up whether their assignment fulfilled the requirement or not...

Well, thats what we called Uni-Life.... "Last Minute Work" minded...

In my own perception, the Uni-Life I expected last time in high skul time was totally different with what the life I having now =(

Maybe different countray different study culture...I'm so envy and admire my high skul frens those who are studying oversea like Taiwan,Melbourne...

From their blogs, it shows me that how enjoy and how great their Uni-Life was...

If there is another chance given, I also will choose to study oversea =)

BMI =(

2010-07-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

Yup... 2day topic is talk about the Body Mass Index (BMI)...
Yesterday when dota-ing, suddenly realized that my tummy was freaking big...
Dunno why b4 this never noticed its existence... without delay...
I quicky go scales measure my weight... OMG... wtf... its around 87kg~~~!!!!!
Thanks GOD~~~~ Due to the huge appetite, I could eat 2 plate of food as my dinner...
In order to check whether I'm still considered healthy or nt... I go examine my BMI...
The consequences was stunned me for few seconds, result shows 25.3...
Which indicated that I'm overweighted!!! (normal ppl was btw 21 - 24.9)
Fxxk~~~!!! o0o~~~!!! I cannot accept this cruel truth lorrrrrrr~~~~
Remember last time when still in high skul, ppl all said me "eat wet rice" (cantonese)...
U know why?? NO matter how many food I swallowed , its wont grow any fat..
Or can describle as "THere Is No Fats Contained in my Tummy"... =)
But now.... I found it that I become fatter and fatter... U all may called me "fei zai" now ==

As a conclusion, I used to be a fit guy =)

Silly Bday =)

2010-06-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Well, 19th June was my Bday actually...
Luckily crashed with my sister wedding buffer, so can celebrated my bday also...
Thank you for giving me surprise and u r the ONLY help me celebrate my bday formally...
This could be the most memorable bday in my whole life since I was born...
I really cherish and appreciate so much that what u did for me...
Sometime, there is not the MUST we have to celebrate our bday in a expensive or creative way...
Maybe just some simple actions, will cause u feel touched so much...
My precious bday wish nothing special, just merely hoped that ~~xxxxxxxxxxxxx~~
Oppsss, nearly forget that bday wish shouldn told out if not the wish wont come true..
But I know u know what naive and simple wish did I make 1, isn't it =)

p/s : Thx all my frens who kindly greeting me on Facebook... Appreciate so much..
Friendship forever ^^

Girl nowadays..

2010-06-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

Through out my observation and investigation, there is enough evidence to prove that girl nowadays will diet without cosmestic, so I dare dare here conluded that girls nowaday all were FAKE !!!!First all at, I would like to point out some persuative proof to you all..We could rarely to meet or see a non-makeup girl walk in the street nowadays...Most of them like to put or smear as much as chemical on their fxxking ugly look...On order to solve my curious, I have been asked few of girls about it...
The consequence was ONLY a word " RESPECT"...Girl makeup is for the respect purpose, respect other, respect yourself and respect public...All right, I accept this reason.. Because as we know, sometime we must attire and looks smart to show our respect to the public and venue... Makeup lightly is acceptable... What if make up lusciously??? Girl photos in Facebook could be the best example to support my research....The most worst thing was the girl who wear and makeup like a stars in their room and keep on photo-snap-ing in their room typically... After that kindly remove the chemical in their fxxking face...Sometime when I saw my frens( Facebook Stalker) always appraise the girl very pretty and even exaggerating to say the girl was his dream girl and his angel... I think they will remain silent or get mad if they were given an opportunity to see the girl real looks... Don't so rely or trust what ur eye observe but investigate the truth 1st =) Thats my advive to all my Facebook Stalker frens =)
Wont it sounds ridiculous what if there is a day u found out this kind of truth....

PEnang TRip LAst Sem (PArt 3)

2010-06-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

Time passed so fast, already day3 I stay at Penang....
If I affordable, I would like to stay this paradise for my whole SEM Break... =(
BUt in fact, I cant, and my wallet keep on reminding me that "kids, its time to go back"...

We started packing our luggage and check out from the motel... thats one hundred not willing to do that... Here thanks Evonne,the pretty lady, who brought us go taste all delicious foods in Penang...

So, 2day last destination was the stall at Pulau Tikus ( Wondering whether is that many mice there)

And here again, show u the yummy foods =)

Pan Cake

"Guo Zhi"

Jawa MeeLaksa

Hokkien Mee

After having our breakfast, time to buy some sovenirs to our parents XD

After that, we start my journey go back KL from Penang... This could be the most tiring car trip I drove in my whole life.... But we were so enjoy...Thanks Penang give us such sweet & memorable memories...

I admire this kind of life which not only travel somewhere, but also absorb local culture...

PEnang TRip LAst Sem (PArt 2)

2010-06-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

the splendid sunlight from window

Well, there was the 2nd day I stay at Penang,the foods paradise...

Thx GOD becuz allowed me born in this lovely country, Msia...

However, yesterday night didn sleep well, maybe still cant get use to it...

Without delay, We decided to shift our motel to another alternative...

DANG DANG~~~DANG DANG....

"LOVE LANE INN"

Damn gay lorr the name of motel,

can u imagine whats if 2 guy request for 1 room... XD

nice pose XD

Ya, from the photo beside, u can know what my feeling on that time.... I think Penang instead famous with its foods, the another representative should be the TEMPLE... 2day we go visit the boring temple again, and the smoke cause me sweating like HELL, damn hate like this... Haiz... BUt WHat to Do ler... Ppl say it was famous ma, so we go lorrr.... Emo-ing ... maybe the weather & atmosphere matter gua.... =(

After finish visiting all the well known TEMPLE, our next destination was TOY MUSEUM...YEssss, thanks GOD, finally brought me to somewhere that got air condition...Really feel comfortable at the moment I go in the museum from the fucking hot weather outside... We take more than 1000 photo in the museum since there was a lots of toy model inside... So the entry fee for RM10 was absolutely worth on it XD

So much of pose I did.... hehe.... =P

Photograph of whole of us

Here We have, the delicious food enjoy time...

char kuey teow with duck egg

Hokkien MEE( Actually is prawn mee but Penang call Hokkien Mee)

mixed fruits ice( I think there is a potential market in KAMPAR)

Indian Style Mee Goreng( Any differences with Mamak Style)

After finish our dinner, take a rest at motel...The next destination could be RED...

All of us enjoy the night =)

Wondering life actually can be very simple and happy, doesn't need so much... Simple is the best... This could be the last night I stay at Penang... Nitez =)

PEnang TRip LAst Sem (PArt 1)

2010-06-03T20:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I went Penang withb my frens Roy Hins during last sem break...

There is the 1st time I go trip with fren but not always stick with family...

This could be the most far North way I reach b4 in my whole life...

Always heard my mum said that "Penang was the paradise of foods"....

Really not willing to delay 1 second on the way to Penang, Here I come Penang!!!!

Petrol station add oil since the petrol consume like water...XD

Well, after 3 hours unstopptable driving, finally we reach Penang!!! Huuray^^The prior thing to do is check in our "love nest" for sure...

Since there is a limited budget we hav, so we could only affordable stay in packpaker motel but not 5* hotel... But thats ok for me, what important not the accomodation but the buddy accompany me^^

My 1st lunch in Penang : Curry Fish, Taufu and Saltyfish porkmeat

Well Known Penang Original Asam Laksa... Little different in taste since KL style more focus on spicy however Penang style more focus on aromatizer... For me is prefer KL style larrrr.... But different ppl different taste preference 1, so we cannot recommend whether the food was nice or not nice..

The next destination was "Kek Lok Shi" which is the largest temple in Asia. However, honestly tell u all, I'm not a sincere buddhist and actually I feel extremely boring with the temple, juz becuz it was so well known, so I only go take a look there... Compared to the temple, I prefer the foods in Penang... XD

"Guanyin"Donnie YenPity HorseThats Chris^^

We were given an opportunity to taste the WELI WELI famous Cendol & Ice Kacang at Penang Road

MY SUPPERS...XD

Since 1943

Well Known Nasi Kandar

Penang Style's Curry Mee

"DAY & NIGHT" Motel which only cost us RM25 per night... The utility there still ok for me but we must share the toilet outside with other guests... Thats totally an old & outdated building, and I think it could be at least 50 years old history... I thought Penang night life should be as interesting as KL, however my intuition noticed me that my assumption was ridiculously wrong, all shops closed around 11pm at here and the street become exactly silent, just left 2 dude (me and Hins) wandering at the street peacefully....

A very exhausted 1st day I experiences in Penang, To Be Continue......

hemorrhoid & wisdom teeth come to ME

2010-06-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing special on this post, juz wanna tell u all my current situation is weli weli BAD~~~!!!

Actually during sem break I already discovered that I has had "hemorrhoid"...
So start my tasteless life for my whole sem break which cannot eat chili, currry and spicy foods =(
Cannot imagine how suffering and painful I was when I try to go toilet for defecating...

Even I have stopped took any spicy food which will stimulated my anus, however it seems like remain the same, the pain still there, just without bleeding only...

Last time, I thought that only for the uncle which aged around 30 something will get hemorrhoid...

Now I realized that I was totally wrong and naive.... =(

Never doubt that I will get this kind of sickness while I was juz only 20 years old!!!!!~~~ o0o

Another strike to me was the stupid idiot wisdom teeth...

All my frens greet me for that....

I don't feel like I become more intelligent or wisdom after grow it, but just left the extremely pain...

Mum, I don't want T.T

obstacles around our life

2010-05-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

Longer time abadoned my blog again... come back now...
Nothing special for my holidays, juz go cybercafe with frens & help dad wash his cars..
Yeah, first at all have to greet to all my frens who passed all subject in final... =)
Actually my intuition already noticed me that I might not be meet or see some of my frens in next semester anymore... Cuz the exam was exactly tough to everyone...
Even myself also get 2C+ on this final exam and my cgpa dropped from 3.0 to 2.94...
Yes, the world is realistic like iron, for those who not correspond to the requirement of school...
the consequence just left 1, that is leave UTAR silently without notice anyone....
Perhaps I could become tougher and tougher cuz I realized that my frens leave me 1 by 1 due to the poor performance in exam.... haizzz... thats our fate =(

Midnight before Exam

2010-05-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

Hey, Thats me Chris =) here who is sitting for Legal Law Subject 2molo...
If u ask me how was my process of revisioning, I could honesty tell u...
THATS only 10% on progress, juz now cannot focus my study...
Ntg to do since cannot dota-ing, so view photo taken last time while I'm still study High School...
Accidentally saw the photo with my X... Dunno y.. Suddenly extremely touched when saw those photo... Maybe she is my 1st lover, so that it's so unforgetable and memorable...

There are so many memorable and sweet memories between me and her....

Hehe, this photo taken at Cameron.. Cactus Garden...

Seems like I looks mature a bits if compared to the photo below... hehe..

Haiz... What to do.. Many rules and regulation ma last time in high school...

Everyone also said that they will miss the crazy high school life... This is the fact cuz I'm also the one who very missing my crazy secondary life...

So for my junior who still study in high school, please to complain how strict the fxxking school regulation, but feel thanks to them cuz it will be partial of memorable memories for u in future =)

Last time when school sport day...

When we still not together yet...

I was childish look =P

And she looks like a mature girl =(

Recall back those memory, I onli can say that

both of us last time were too naive....

Many things not as simple as we thought...

Life is fulfilled of obstacles & variations..

We could'n know whats going happen for next..

So here would like to advise all couples in world,

Pls cherish and appreciate what u both owned,

Less complaint but more tolerance, then I think

this world should be morre peaceful =)

YES... I like this photo so much... XD

Cuz it could view the whole nice scene of Cameron...

And the most important thing is taken photo with the one u love so much( past tense ady T-T sad)...

I feel very thankful and happy since she gave me so much of memories which I think wont't removed from my heart until the moment I die... Hope she will have a very nice and happiness life now and in the future...

At last, I would like to bless to her, hoped she could find a nice man who will treat and love her so much...

Asnik, I know u wont see my blog anymore...

However, I will still blessing for u here sincerly... =)

Opps.. Thats all for tonight... Still have to cont my study.. if not sure failed.. Hav a sweet dream all ^^

Distressed =(

2010-04-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

Feel distressed recently... maybe final exam coming soon...
ppl surrounded me become extremely strive and scary...
some of them can just sleep for fews hours , then continue study afterwards..
some of them cause the atmosphere become so nervous...
actually we cannot rely on who else but yourself in the final..
No one will give u a hand even u faced problem or obstacles during your revision time...
If u ask someone about something related to the final exam, the answer could be only 1..
I hav experiences for many times, they will just answer u like " I also dunno wor, cant help u"...
How about the group study?? Just the way to absorb others omitted information from ur frens...
From now, those "genius" who get high cgpa will become very famous or busy...
Because u will found it that many realistic and materialistic ppl will surround them like the honey surrounded by the bees.. Totally agree what my frens said...
In university life, thats just the demand and supply relationship among the frens..
When u got the demand, I hav the supply, then we are frens...
After that, both of u will contact lesser and lesser with each others..
At last, me and u just like stranger we meet on the road, say "hi" and "bye".. Thats all..

Ridiculous

2010-04-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

Opps, I think I have been abandoned my blog for a longer period..

Nothing special in this post, juz a simple lesson to u all =)

Recently, my fren ask me a question during chit-chat...

But I can't even answer her question until now...

How much or until what extent u could scarify for your partner??

Thats the most satirized question to me... =(

I can't even spoke out 1 words to answer her... Suddenly my mind recall back the memory with her...

I remain speechless for the rest of our conversation... I feel very shame to myself...

Before this, I merely thought that I'm the pro in handling the relationship matter...

Actually,I'm very envy those couple who having a long lasting relationship for 5 yrs or 7 yrs..

They are so loyal to each other and wont betray the love between them...

Doesn't it sounds ridiculous to me while I cant even answer how deep is my love to her but then I keep on said that the boring words like" I'm so love u, I cant live without u, u r my soul of the life"....

I know this is a naive heart feeling from a childish guy, but I reli hope that u all can considered my question before u sleep on your bed tonight =)

NO to displease me!!

2010-04-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

I hate ppl displease me without a reasonable reasons...

Don't forced me to hate u exhaustive from external to internal..

Don't always sought ppl to follow what your perception...

Doesn't it sounds ridiculous and childish to ruffle like a child??

Everyone have their own baseline, and NOT to overstep it..

Thats the basic charateristic as a human-being...

To toss the bottle vigorously to the wall... Anyone can explain to me...

Whats that action looks like?? Barbarian???New born baby?? Or unsound mind person..

It is the most satirized joke I have heard... Be mature like a 20 years old but not 2-month...

regret

2010-03-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

2day I feel absolutely regret for my "hand-job" yesterday...
Actually many frens have already notice me not to do that
after having a intense muscle training...
However, due to the extremely sexual desire...(I hav didn do it for longer period)
Somemore, my subconscious keep on persuade me to do that...
At last I couldn control over myself, and connive myself to do that...
After a long-lasting proceed, Finally I get the satisfaction from it...
However, I started to feel that my hard arm muscle becoming soft like a bean curd...
SHITT larrr... I have destroyed what I have training for this weeks..
Very regret... Damn regret....Extremely regret... come back to me.. my muscle T-T

(p/s: advice all my frens not to repeat what silly matter I have did)

Cold War

2010-03-18T01:55:00.000-07:00

I think all of u got essential about history...
Don't know whether u all still can recall back or not...
Actually there is a "cold war" happened on 1947...Soviet Union and United States are the both protagonist of this event..
Both of them occupied many countries as their slave during that time..
Due to the high-tech military affairs they owned, so that all countries afraid of them..
However, when 2 leader meet up then the problems will occur automatically...
Actually "cold war" also appeared in our daily life... Thats exactly true..
Sometimes when there is 2 majority persons having "cold war" in the house...
Then the rest like the slave of both Soviet Union and United States will be fully suffer between them..
They have no direction or freedom to choose stand for which site.. They have no right to speak..
Because they realised clearly that will be get scolded if involving themselves into the war...
So they remain silent to safegueard themselves and keep get troublesomes from the cold war...
I think since the affair has developed untill this extent, there is no-point to ameliorate...
so just let it be... and I strongly agree what the concept said..

"Let the time to dilute all" =)

Conflict

2010-03-16T22:12:00.000-07:00

2day wanna share a word to u all.. Thats "conflict" =(

Thats a fact that we have to accept is there are various conflicts in our daily-life..

Conflict may be occured or appeal dominated by several factors...

Maybe some arguement of opinions, missunderstanding,stuborn minded and others..

Some actions or some words might cause a conflict happened..

I think there is nobody who wanna hav conflict with others..

But what I wanna to advice u all is don't be so silly think that conflict wont happend around u..
No matter how closer u and him/her, the conflict still will be occured...
So don't get to close to everyone you know, and keep a necessary distance among u and them..
Then should be considered as the most efficient ways to void from conflict..
To overcome conflict, there is useless to talk the stupid moral or principle to them...
What you have to do just remain silent and let them "bark"...
Or you can choose to ignore them no matter what they talk to u.. Then u should be free of conflict...
Am I right? Have to take rest a while to concentrate my mind for class later..
Thats all for 2day... "Rest in order to take a longer-term road" =)

Thats only called U-life

2010-03-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

2day I hav pay at least 70% effort on lecture class...

I try to pay attention to received and hear what lecturer teaching..

And I realised that this kind of life only considered as a University-life..

I really hope that I could keep my concentration on study but not entertainment..

Of course doesn means that to be the "book-worm" which ntg in your life except study..

Sometimes can go gym room to train muscle and slimming...

Sometimes can connive myself to hav some fun with buddy..

Suddenly realised that I hav wasted many precious time in lecture class..

My heart now fullfiled of self-blaming and regret for my previous performance in class...

This world is unfair, thats true... Even how many effort u pay to sit for the exam..

The result also remain the same... I m starting to suspect my ability...

Even whole class get the almost same result as mine, but I am still unhappy =(

We cannot bencmark with the weak competitor but strong competitor...

Isn't it? Those who displeased by me 2day, juz wanna say "sry"...

A decadent Sunday

2010-03-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

WHAT a decadent Sunday in my whole life..
There is nothing to do after woke up...
But I likes the life without any disturbance or interuption from external...
The life I eat by myself, no need care about others feeling...
Actually University life supposed to be like this which is independent and freedom..
In this realistic and prudence world, there is no concept said that who cannot alive without who..
We all must learn how to accomplish our task or work without any hand given by others...
Indoor little flower wont be able to grow if continue stay inside the glasshouse...
Even the grass beside the road also tougher than them because they wont RELY on anyone...
Sometimes there is no MUST for people to treat u nice, and plssssssss...
Don't think that they are respobsible or obligated to treat u nice...
Hope u all can learn a lesson from my post 2day... Well... Thats all for 2day..

Have a nice day, everyone =)

Behave yourself, dude

2010-03-13T11:17:00.000-08:00

Ntg special for tis post..

Juz wanna tell "someone" to behave yourself..

everyone hav their own limitation of toleration..

dun try to chanllenge my toleration...

Thats your matter, wtf u express ur "shit face" to me..

U think juz you r the only feel stress for the exam??

Are you brainless or bastard... dun let me hate u...

pls larrr... the basic concept to be a human-being..

understanding ppl feeling... dun always play EMO there..
still childish or wad... better go introspection 1st...

LOSER = me

2010-03-11T06:03:00.000-08:00

1st time I has experienced to be a loser...

2day during business finance tutorial, tutor noticed us that..

Mid term for our tutorial group was average 15~20 over 50..

I was get shocked when heard this news... at 1st..

I thought tutor was kidding wif us (cuz he always act humorous)

But after that only realised that the truth... what a CRUEL truth to me..

Must know...I hav never failed any subject in UTAR b4...

It considered as a critical strike to me, I feel like I was a trash, bastard...

Why I could able get this kind of result in my University life...

I m not try to show off here but wanna to tell u all..

I reli feel sad and dissaponited at the moment I knew that I failed my paper..

Even many consolation I hav been heard from my fren or buddy...

All their consolation are totally same, ntg special, related to "dun simply give up"

"u can do well for the next exam","optimistic a bits", "thats no perfect in the life"

Even its wont bring any effect to enpower my moods, anyways thanks u all =)

"Although there is no perfect in the life, But perfectionism always in my heart"

凌晨4点半

2010-03-08T12:34:00.000-08:00

好久都没更新我的部落格了...

现在是凌晨4点左右,一切都很平静...

一切都很美好...如果说试可以逗留的话...

我会选择逗留在此时此刻...

我喜欢一个人静静的,近乎0的干扰...

除了风扇嗒嗒嗒嗒转动的声音以外..

一切都显得格外平静,感觉很舒服...

我不愿意去睡觉,除了还没有睡意以外...

同时亦不想睡醒后,现在的一切都消失了...

大二的生活也逐渐适应过来了...

每天都会有忙不完的事情要去办...

功课,期中考,报告等都在我身边...

有时真的会压抑到发脾气...

有时也会在期中考的前一晚思考..

思考为什么要读大学...思考为什么要拿金融...

思考为什么要酱拼命...思考为什么书酱难读...

一定是患了什么考前压抑症之类的吧...哈哈

=）希望明天会更好（常常自我催眠）

寂夜

2010-02-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

最近心情都复杂...而且也很情绪化...

起伏不定的...不要把我给惹毛了..

不然后果自负...一个人坐在客厅...

对着白光电脑银幕,今晚显得格外寂静...

应该是大部分人都回家的关系吧...

门外传来不知名的昆虫共鸣声...

有时在想,这或许是昆虫之间的沟通方式吧...

真简单,凭那几个调子就能涵盖了千言万语...
人与人之间沟通的方式却分外复杂...

斗得你死我活的勾心挖角,攻心计,

势力主义,物质享受主义,人吃人的社会现象...

这种种让我已经分辨不出你所说的每一句话...

是否刻意的？还是无中生有的？我真的不懂...

天赋

2010-02-09T09:41:00.000-08:00

如果说上天会给予人们一种天赋的话...

那么一定给了女生天生购物狂的天赋...
女生可以不吃不玩,但是死都要shopping...

我们也可以称之为"shopaholic"...

早出晚归的kl一日游就是最好的例子...

早上8点半出发,半夜12点才回来...

心想她们为什么有如此的能耐啊...

给我的话,肯定吃不消跪地投降了...

我自己本身并不怎么喜欢shopping...

除了买些日常用品跟过年衣以外...

你们鲜少可能会在购物商场碰见我...

传承了客家跟福建血统的我...

从小就格外地记精打细算(不好听就吝啬)..

不符合经济效益的商品...

不会出现在我的购物名单内...

我不懂这个"美德"是否优劣...

只是直到钱真的不容易赚的这个真理...

原来我还是幼稚的

2010-01-30T04:10:00.000-08:00

刚上了大二...离开中学生涯快两年了...
看到学弟学妹们纷纷地毕业...

心里有种说不出的感慨及念旧...

所以我都常常对别人说:

"大人的世界很复杂的,等你们长大了就自然明的了.."

也许自己样子长得老水,跟体格高大的缘故吧...

常常都会把自己假设成长辈似的...

常常都会以为自己很成熟很懂事很稳重..

然而最近才发现就算自己外表怎样装饰都好..

还是掩饰不到我那颗经不起风浪的幼稚脆弱的心灵...

在感情路上,我永远都是摆脱不了爱哭的角色...

我不爱哭...我讨厌以泪洗脸的感觉...

20岁一个大男生竟然为了几句带刺的话而泪泉奔涌而出...

哭泣真的是一种懦弱的表现...哭了这次不要再哭了...我会的..

情人变朋友

2010-01-26T06:43:00.001-08:00

今天方才知道我朋友跟他女友分手了...
之前都因为些小事闹得不愉快而分分合合的...
终于正正分手了...但是属于和平式的....
虽然知道这对恋人真的很爱彼此...
但是基于双方看待事物的立场不一...
所以双方还是得走到这一步来....
我想事情都发展到这一步来了...
根本没有丁点挽回的余地了吧...
很惊讶的是双方还可以做回朋友...
或许他们俩觉得当回朋友才是最合适的吧...
然而刚刚跟他们俩吃晚餐时....
不经意地打量到男生还是会像以往般地对女生...
夹菜倒茶等无微不至的体贴顿时表现出来...
看来双方还未开始适应没有彼此的生活...

新学期的开始

2010-01-22T18:14:00.000-08:00

是的...不知不觉已经来到了大学二你年纪...
开学前几天方才知道...几位朋友被当掉的消息...
除了有点惊讶以外,同时亦感到无奈的感慨...
然而在残酷社会成绩至上的学术制度下,
许多学子错失了好好享受大学生活的机会,
换来马不停蹄地follow讲师教的陌生文字...
在此心里忽然萌生了一种强烈的嫉妒感...
我开始妒嫉那些留学外国的朋友们...
澳洲也好,台湾也不错,中国亦很棒啊...
留学外国除了一尝外国校园风气以外,
同时也能体验到当地与众不同的文化习俗...
或许还有机会参与什么校园学生会竞选之类的..
好想找part time做耶...拜六礼拜都很空闲...
老是觉得自己很不中用, 讲永远第一,做总是有心无力...
希望真的能找到份part time能减轻及负担我一部分的开支...

原来

2009-12-16T13:48:00.000-08:00

刚刚听完一位女生倾诉心事...
真的没有想过像她这样的superwoman...
也会在电话的另一端哭得像小孩一样...
才知道原来她受了很多委屈...
原来她并没有我想象中的坏...
只是不善于表达自己的感情...
她不爱告诉别人自己多委屈...
对她而言,只是一种懦弱的表现...
本来以为自己在感情上很了得...
觉得自己看人看事的功夫了得...
但是我错了...原来我并没发觉到她的默默付出...
也许是常常听人说道她的野蛮,她的任性,她的苛刻要求...
但是一旦你了解了她,试着去打开她的心房...
你会觉得你为她付出的绝对没有比她为你付出的来的多...
情侣之间最重要的莫过于包容二字...
与其因为多愁善感而睁大眼说大话...
倒不如真诚相对,解开藏在心中的种种疑惑...
没什么能够帮得上忙...在这儿默默地祝福你...
希望你会真的找到你的幸福,快乐...

感觉麻木

2009-12-10T06:02:00.000-08:00

再多的甜言蜜语...
再多的解释自辩...

再多的幼气撒娇...

都已经无法挽回...

我自以为很懂你...

我自以为很疼你...

我自以为很就你...

也是我自视过高...

你不会再听我的...

你不会再逗我了...

你不会再想我了...

所以我拿你没辄...

刚刚msn你我的对话...

你说不再听我讲话的一刹那...

你选择了block我的那一瞬间...

我的对你感觉也开始麻木了...

讨厌自己多愁善感

2009-12-08T10:42:00.000-08:00

想东西时老是钻牛角尖...

总爱把世界想得太黑暗...

想法超于常人的悲观...

以及庸人自扰的个性...

这就是多愁善感患者的特征...

本人亦是如此,老是顾虑太多...

有些事情明明是没什么的...

但是老爱找一餐来烦...

在情场上更是显得多余...

老是顾虑自己是否会将女友惹毛了..

时常担心对方是否又生自己的气了...

拍拖时并不是在想如何讨好女友...

而是想以后分手的原因...这就是我..

原谅我就是这样的男生.....

p/s:听着李玖哲的"想太多"后才有灵感的.

"是我想太多,你总这样说

但你却没有,真的心疼我

是我想太多,我也这样说

这是为了安慰我的理由...."

热恋期

2009-12-04T20:24:00.000-08:00

热恋期对每一对情侣而言...
想必都是美满幸福的...

热恋期中的彼此...在彼此心中都是完美的...

无微不至的贴心...像蜜囊般的甜言...

超乎想象的鬼点子...糖缠豆般依赖粘贴...

准时的每天通话...可爱幼气的撒娇...

以上种种的征兆都是热恋期所独有的...

然而在十二星座中"谁恋爱中的热情最快冷"

排行榜中居首双子座的自己...
善变二字最能代表双子座的性格...
他们对爱情忽冷忽热的落差过于悬殊...
此刻明明还在甜蜜着的...但是谁料到...
下一秒甜蜜不再,换来的是以泪洗脸...
有时我在想啊...热恋期的结束...
是感覺的消逝，熱情的減退??
还是感情的肯定,幸福的领悟呢??

单纯的幸福

2009-12-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

知道吗?
能够陪在你身旁,看你微笑..
握着你那婴儿般的小手...

再多的疲累都会霎时消失...

喜欢听你唱k,喜欢近距离地跟你说话...

喜欢你的头发,喜欢你容易腮红的脸蛋..

还有那两个可爱的小酒窝哦...

明知道你不能出街,但还是很想见到你...

特地搭巴士下去你学校找你吃午餐...

尽管只是那短短的30分钟...

但就已经足够了... 常常把你当小女孩看待...

而自己也变成了一个小孩子了...

喜欢向你撒娇...也喜欢黏你...

突然感觉到自己好幸福哦...

不需要做太多感人的事情...

就只是普通的丁点琐碎事情...

单纯的幸福就是如此的简单...

幼稚

2009-11-28T13:47:00.000-08:00

这几天都觉得自己变得好幼稚...
有人说,恋爱会使到男生变得不理性...
恋爱中的彼此都会变得幼稚跟无厘头...
言行举止简直跟大小孩没两样...
其实自己真的不喜欢走可爱路线的咯...
好希望自己的思维能跟体型成正比...
想变得成熟些,稳重些,不想再幼稚下去了...
但是别人都说"21岁前的男生都是幼稚的"...
虽然如此,但是我还是想自己能够早熟些...
在你身上我真的找不到丁点安全感...
我感觉到自己好无助,好不安全...真的...
再多的言语也不能掩饰着自己的感觉...
不知道为什么...我总觉得自己看人很准..
一下就洞悉了别人的心房...
知道他们的想法...但我就是看不到你的心...
抱歉...真的很抱歉...

复杂感情元素

2009-11-25T11:04:00.000-08:00

又是一个寂静的夜晚...

夜风带来的多愁感...

不会比传来鸡粪味来得少...

听着首首伤心收场的情歌...

心中夹带着复杂的感情元素...

有时在夜晚才会认清自己...

不受任何外在因素的影响...

客厅因情歌而喧哗...

让我在这寂静的夜晚多了一点暖意...

有时总是在想... 总爱想些有的没的...

突然好想为"爱情"下个定义...

就犹如飞蛾扑火般的...

知道为什么它明知不可而为之...

在暗黑的森林中的一把烈火...

无疑成为了它唯一的指明灯...

愈靠近火把时,感受到的暖意愈温...

它永远都不知道终点会是如此地残酷..

尽管知道会自焚,但是它不曾后悔过...

因为那一丝丝的暖意已经烙印在它心中..

表白障碍症

2009-11-23T23:33:00.000-08:00

最近遇到了一位心仪的女生...

她并没有我要的模特儿身材...

也不是那种成熟稳重型的女生...

她不高,也不矮,不胖也不瘦...

有张可爱且容易腮红的泡泡脸...

没有性感的嗓音,而是少许的娃娃音...

跟她首次见面时,并不敢正视她...

也没有太多的话题....直觉告诉我...

这个女孩不是好惹的... ><

她啊...不爱化妆,她说懒惰喔...

跟她大妹有很大的对比...

就是很没有里头地对她有好感...

但是就是没有勇气地向她表白...

并不是害怕被拒绝或者是难堪...

开始跟她传起信息来了...

处于模糊跟清晰微光地带...

当她问起我,"我们这样算开始了吗?"

我竟然不知所措地无言了...

我到底又怎么了... ><

花心= 我....

2009-11-22T13:42:00.000-08:00

很轻易地喜欢上一个陌生女生...

超级现实主义且以貌交异性朋友...

然而双子座与生俱来的双重性格...

无疑又成为了我花心的另一个借口...

突然又想起了中学死党赠我的一句话...

颇有意思的... 不过也蛮废以一下的...

"自古英雄皆好色,我非英雄亦好色"

人生中向女生告白的次数多不胜数...

但是为何这次总是"开不了口让她知道"...

就是那么简单几句,我办不到...

以往那种死不要脸的性格去哪儿了...

有种很怕告白被拒绝的感觉.... 天杀的~~

好人没好报...

2009-11-20T10:51:00.000-08:00

最近掀起了一股“三好”热潮...

就是所谓的存好心,说好话,做好事...

可是好人真的会有好报吗...

原本想好心载别人去上课...

不用她热晒雨淋踏脚车去上课的...

然而却换来了别人的误解...

还诬蔑我是“第3者”...

walaoeh...真的是有够mailto:#@$

如果真的那么有本事的话..

就出辆车给自己女朋友驾啦..

DDLY!!!

（多多兰耶)

又是一个寂静的夜晚

2009-11-17T11:53:00.000-08:00

看着电脑上的时间...

已经是半夜3点半了...

刚刚帮朋友庆生来...
喝了少许的啤酒...

身体开始有了化学反应...

突然有一种向跟她表白的冲动...

haiz...男生的冲动还真不少耶...

又是一个寂静的夜晚...

听说今天有流星雨呢...

不过没什么愿望想达成...

手中的VODKA所剩无几...

喝下去的感觉...

真的是很诱惑...

喝下去喉咙是冰冰的...

下到肚子后却热热的...

爽到~~~~ >.<
来吧...咱们来干杯...
庆祝我又陷入了情网中... 干#@$@!!!

毕业季节...

2009-11-10T05:11:00.001-08:00

近期都是毕业季节...
毕业的感受没怎样...
开心因为可以留长发了...
伤心因为自古多情伤离别...
兴奋因为未来在挥手迎接...
愁恼因为要开始计划人生...
毕业并不代表一切都结束了...
而是另外一段旅程的开始...
毕业只是离开了中学生涯...
步入另一个人生阶梯的转折点罢了...

p/s:毕业之后才会意识到真正兄弟友谊的存在...

tragedy 悲剧

2009-11-02T03:25:00.001-08:00

最近金宝悲剧连连...
昨天又发生了多一场悲剧...
3名拉曼生溺毙于Batu Belangkai的瀑布中...
由于昨天下午4点多下起了倾盆大雨...
深信是被带有强大威力的瀑布激流强行冲走...
没有人会想到好好的一个周末休闲瀑布野餐...
竟然会酝酿成一场闻着流泪的悲剧...
古人有云：“欺山莫欺水”,这个道理人人皆知...
但是连受害者也未曾想过自己会遭殃的吧...
我自己昨天也跟一班朋友去lata kinjang的瀑布玩水啊...
对于这场悲剧...社会人士都议论纷纷...
有人说这是他们苟有自取的..下雨了就应该赶快疏散离开...
有人说他们天命如此...该走的时候谁也留不住他们...
昨晚我想应该是金宝区收到最多来电的一天吧...
身在他州的家长人都马上打给自己的孩子问候问候...
当我还不知情的时候,我爸也打了给我问候问候...
我还跟爸爸说我今天去瀑布玩水来叻...
结果呢...被爸爸吊到很够力...
知道为什么吗？其实我想应该不是很多人知道这件事的...
其实在我3年级的时候,我体验过死里逃生的噩梦...
还记得有一次我们一家人跟阿姨一家人到serendah（双文丹）
的瀑布野餐...
9岁的我体重只有那么28,29kg...(请别质疑!!!)
我就跟哥哥在瀑布的约有300米处玩水咯...
玩下玩下,突然间我的脚好像被一种强大的力量吸入...
真的不是开玩笑的...你能想象到吗...
你站在水中但是就是无法向前走那样...
而自己的身体会慢慢地一步一步向后退...
那时候的我真的很无助...看到有马来人在附近玩水..
所以我就向他们求助咯...“tolong,tolong saya,tolong"...
结果呢...他们吊都不吊我...
眼看自己一步一步地被吸入瀑布的中心...
我拼命地挣扎...但是我不会游泳啊..门都没有...
河水的高度已经把我整个人给淹没了...
那种被河水淹没不能呼吸的感觉,你们知道吗？
终于因为喝了太多的河水...及过于缺氧的原因...
我在水里昏迷了...在很少光线下的水中..
我眯着眼睛隐隐约约看到了一个男生跃进了瀑布的中心...
好像飞鱼菲利普那样敏捷的身手游向我的方向...
之后他一手把快要溺毙的我紧紧抱着...
那种安全感真的是前所未有的...
你只是知道自己想在是再也安全不过的了...
另一只手向上游行...最后我得救了...
原来那个男生是我的爸爸...
哥哥在远处听到了我的求救声...
赶快告诉爸爸...爸爸听了之后...
二话不说就直接跳进瀑布中...
不顾生命地把我淹没在水中的我救起...
我爸爸真的是很棒的男生...
只能说爸爸从阎罗王的手中把我给救出来了...
没有爸爸也没有现在可以跟你们讲话的我...
我的爸爸是最伟大的...我觉得我很幸运...
可以被得救...所以对于这件悲剧...
我特别有感触...R.I.P吧...朋友...

爱情它是种什么东西...

2009-10-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

首先...小弟就要献丑一下了...为了配合我的标题...

“爱情它是种什么东西,让人欢喜,叫人伤心”

“有些人别拿它当作游戏,一但迷失无法抗拒”

今天我并不是要讲什么人生哲学...

只是想让一些蒙在鼓里的女生清醒过来而已...

拍拖是人生必须经历的一个过程（和尚除外）

基于种种的感情因素,女生决定跟感觉对的男生交往...

往往在女生被男生追求的那一段时间,我们称之为“黄金甜蜜期”...

在这个时候,男生会变得像小绵羊般的千依百顺...

属于完美型的男生...羡慕死隔壁班的女同学们...

在这个时候,女生的任何要求男生都会无条件地被兑现...

所以在此先呼吁,女生们在这段期间,尽量地去搜刮男生的财富（哇哈哈）

男生们务必要准备一个“任目标随意搜刮"的储蓄户口...

以备不时之需...其实啊...最爽的是追女生的那一时刻咯...

那种兴奋跟刺激是很难随便用几句言语可以形容出来的...
在男生为女孩做了太多感动到女孩芳心的事情后....
其实女生真的是一种很感性当然也很性感的哺乳类动物来的...
感动到女生的事不需要像连续剧那种为女生挡一刀或者是上刀山下油镬般的做作...
几句简单窝心的问候跟关心,一份很简单的自制早餐,卑微但贴心与细心的行为...
在女孩最彷徨无助最不知所时,男生的出现不必像小说英雄般为女孩解决问题...
一个不是很强壮但是靠下去可以感觉到少许安全感的肩膀...
可说是女生最盼望的最佳避风港...问题虽然没有得到解决...
但是至少女生找到了一个可以倾诉,可以被体谅的地...
如果上述的情景,在你跟她之间都已经发生了的话...
我可以99%清楚地告诉你...
“牛皮灯笼,点极都吾明,吾通仲要人地女仔人家向你表白吗"
拿出你少许的男子气概,丢下你那无谓的面子,放胆地去展开你的攻势罢...
就算被拒绝了,也对得起自己,至少不会在黄昏的海岸线留下遗憾...

偷吃猫

2009-10-22T08:30:00.001-07:00

..试问有哪一只猫不偷吃鱼的呢..
如果有一天,你的男友告诉你他跟别的女生发生关系时..
请各位女士们不要激动...仔细地想想...
分析男友偷吃的原因...不要一味地责怪他们...
因为男生大多数都是属于下半身思考的动物...
有很多东西就连男生自己也会能奈不住的...
就好像饥饿了好几天的豺狼刚被释放一样...
而出现在他们面前的迷幻性烟雾...
慢慢地色诱，挑逗，吸允他们的理智，
让下半身成为他们的神经中枢...
会让他们做出许多他们自以为在自己控制范围的事情...
情侣之间的口角多不胜数...
任何芝麻绿豆的事情都可能成为女友借题发挥的理由...
然而我们也知道"解释等于掩饰"这个道理...
所以男生都会选择双方给彼此一段时间冷静...
这时男生最爱去的地方莫过于酒吧咯...
在朋友盛意拳拳地邀请跟激将法下...
很少男生会找到拒绝的理由的...(如果男孩妈妈不给的话就算）
灯光暗淡,hitz超劲爆的音乐,以及酒精物的影响下...
平时再理智再乖仔的男生,也因为血液的沸腾及酒精指数的飙升...
眼前出现了一个三围36D,22,36的荡娃尤物,向自己抛湄起来...
坐下聊着聊着,女生竟然开口要求男生去开房...
同时亦毫无任何条件地让自己的恫体让男生吞糜...
跟在家中那个小气,烦人,唠叨,保守,洗衣板的对比太过悬殊了...
脑海里已经把那些山海誓盟,忠守承诺,24孝男友抛到后脑以外...
恨不得与眼前这个火辣性感的尤物达到0距离的阶段...
抚摸与舔允尤物玉驱上的每一寸雪肤...
恫热的身躯及高于164分贝的呻吟...
像一双无形的手招抚着男生霸占自己的身躯...
甘液相互地交换及相互腹部的一收一合...
充血的部位随着血液循环也充上了大脑...
这时再理智的男生也会不顾后果地插入...
上下摆动的快感瞬间散播到身体的每一个部位...
让男生意识到"炒饭"是如此地快感跟兴奋...
这也是男生不曾从自己女友得到的快感...
终于男生偷吃了... 完...

reality world...

2009-10-21T08:18:00.001-07:00

The world is cruel....last fews day..
my tutors told me a truth...
Its let me realized that how cruel the world was..
Nowadays if ur cgpa not 3.0 above..
then I could ask u bungkus and disqualified from the society... As we know.. Utar not the local but half private university... Thats y we hav to pay more effort than others local U students...
Know y?? nowadays degree holder is ntg special to the organization and most of the companies will hire employess according to their cgpa... For those applicant who not reach at least 3.0, sure will be abandoned in the rubbish trash...
Its not weird that u could see the any Ah Beng or Ah Lian in the local U with the cgpa at least 3.0..Then now u onli realized how tiny ur degree certificate was... haiz... too cruel and too complicated ady society nowadays... Hard to imagine how the Utarian gonna to compete wif others in the future... Vexed >< thats all I wanna to share wif u all 2day... think about it..

绝对服从..

2009-09-20T00:33:00.001-07:00

背影总是隐藏着忧伤....
不要转回头...就随着黄昏霎时消失...
让寂静的黑夜侵蚀我的心房...
孤僻的气流束缚着我的躯壳...
形成绝对不可侵入的防护罩...
终结犹如刀芒般的感情介入...
终结者接到指令后..
无其他选择权..
务必誓死将任务给完成...
直到被千刀万箭刺穿解肢为止..

背影

2009-09-15T10:09:00.001-07:00

背影总是带着一份忧伤...
曾经你是我的全部...
我的日子里不能没有你...
我不是个好男友...
带给你的幸福跟快乐...
带给你的苦涩跟泪痕...
远远不能成正比...
你最近还好吗？？
最近晚上天气有点冷...
睡前记得把被盖好哦...
原谅我对你造成的伤害...
这也许对你太不公平了...
但我不想再伪装下去...
现在的我...
默默地为你祈祷...
能为你做的...
就只有那么丁点..

变色龙

2009-09-09T23:01:00.000-07:00

双面人..现今社会比比皆是...待人处世总要戴个面具...遇到怎样的人就得带什么样的面具...这个道理大家都很瞭...面对不同的人...我的角色跟性格也会随之改变...就犹如变色龙一样...扮下小丑也不是什么坏事...至少能成为朋友们的笑柄...有时太认真的话,场面会很疆...学陈豪所说的...开心又过一日，不开心又过一日...要做苦瓜干或者嬉皮脸由你选择...其实那一点点的尊严...我也不怎么在乎的...至少对于我说...Its worth on it..这是一单等价交易...^^

很“痹”的情侣...

2009-09-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

刚刚跟朋友吃完超值RM3杂饭后...

就去对面的tesco走走消化一下下...

不懂为什么...
最近总是很多罪恶感围绕着我...

就叫他陪我走超市一下然后听我倾诉下咯...

绕了几个圈后(因为超市超小的）...

走到了衣服部门咯...

突然间...一位我估计有打低36B罩杯的姐姐...

过来问我朋友...以下是我们的对话...

姐姐：恩,对不起,请问我可以借你的电话打给我男朋友一下吗？？

我跟他走超市时失踪了..刚巧我身上又没有电话...

朋友: 哎呀...paise啦...刚巧我又没带到电话出门...

（我的朋友很痹的咯，出门不带电话，跟那个姐姐又什么差呢 XD)

我：没关系，用我的打好啦...（看在她还有几分姿色下，如果是安娣，肯定跟她说电话没钱了）

等她打完给他男朋友之后...当然当我救命恩人酱拜咯...

还说要还回打电话的钱给我,我当场拒绝了(扮好人扮到底，如果是安娣的话，20仙也跟她收！）

之后我们俩观察了很久,看看她的男朋友是什么猫样的...

结果并不是猫样,是个狗样...XD...

那个姐姐是白目的吗...

面前有个超赞的男生（指我啦）都不要,竟然选择那个卡老...

真是够力痹的男朋友咯...

连女朋友都会弄丢...

这时让我回想起我以前也是经常忘记拿这个,忘记带那个的...

爸爸就会骂道："少少的东西都会弄不见,我看春代带带下也会不见咯..."

哈哈...原谅我爸...他就是那么的直率 XD

season for break up ==

2009-08-31T23:03:00.000-07:00

Through out my expertise observation,
There is enough evidence to conclude that,
August was the best session for couples to break up...
Since there were so many couples break up events happened around me...
So I have 95% confidence to amend August would be the break up month...
Including myself and most of my frens around me were having conflict wif their partners...
At the end, out of 10 pairs of couples, at the end 9 pairs of them were broke up...
Let me simply analysis for u all about y conflict would be occured...
Due to the poor communication till gap of generation occured...
Most of them cant go through the challenge of long distanced- relationship...
Since both of them located at the different place,
what he done and what she done exactly different...
and couples hard to predict whelther he/she doing anything without the knowledge of their partner..
here the suspicion emerging slowly as the past day by day...
then couples would started quarrel wif each other due to the negligible affairs...
At the end, the guy would choose rather break up than persuit back the partners...
Even the couples who always have a call to the others, or considerate of the girl or guy...
There would also have the probability of end up breaking up...
As a conclusion, long distanced-relationship was not suitable to any pair of couples...
Its is not as easier as u thought to manage well, the couples who could go through tis affair...
Believe that either one of them are love others deeply and could sacrifice anything for him..
If any one of you wanna hav a long distance-relationship with others..
Firstly u must ask her and ask urself...
"How deep was the love btw u both"
"What can u sccrifice for her..."

If u cant answer those simple question above...
It means that u should give her any expect and shouldn starting your relationship..

Every girl dun wan get hurt from their lover...
Pls do not let them get hurted from u....

clubbing...

2009-08-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday me and my frens went to Ipoh for clubbing...

This was my exactly precious 1st time and I had gave it to Ipoh...

Around 11pm something we started set out from Kampar to our "heaven"..

Due to the poor performance Prom Night which organized by Y1S2 PR student...

Which organized at a bad venue, bad audio, bad activities and overall bad performance...

I decided went to Ipoh for clubbing for satisfy my desire(sounds like out of control) XD

When we reached the destination, we found out that most of the pub had already fully seated...

In the absence of other options available， we forced to choose the pub which not hottest...

haiz... "higher expectation, higher dissapointment"... this word could perfectly represents my heartfelt...

Cant imagine the whole pub was fullfilled with middle-aged women and their attire even sexy than the teen..

In that moment, my heart like falls into the bottom !!!~~~~

OMG, what the hell is that... how come this circumstance occurs in my life...

come on... this my precious 1st time le...cannot dedicate it to this lousy pub la!!!

Fortunately, I had brought my classmate and also ask josephin（cutie girl) came along....

So the surrouding feeling still can be acceptable...supposed we would like to go a pub called"Voodoo" 1...

"Voodoo" was the pub where most of the teen prefered to go and hottest ambience...

Its was a shame to me, since cant acquaint any girls in the pubs...

wtf... Its damn damn greater differences if compared with KL pubs...

I cant discovery any dancing-stage in the pub, all ppl juz standing at their own seat and high themselves...

Nvm la... juz pretend it as a experience in my life la...

The night still long... haha...

残酷的现实~~~

2009-08-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

昨晚跟朋友msn谈了许多东西...

让我察觉到的是一个残酷的现实...

女生多数都是现实的冷血动物...

当发现有更好的时候...

就会贪新厌旧...

把原本在自己心目中最好的扔掉...

靠过去另一个较好的肩膀上...

然后就给脸色旧的男生看...

明明就是自己的错...

干吗一副很得意的样子啊...

还特地去逃避别人...

你还小吗...思想跟行为就不能成熟点吗...

可否能有风度一点啊...

男的都已经坦然接受了你现实选择...

那你就不能有风度地跟他握手做回朋友吗...

别人有车又有俊俏的脸,你会飞奔进他的怀抱...

这是理所当然的啦...因为你是再也不能现实的人...

嫌弃跟抱怨旧的没有车吗...还是不够那个他俊俏...

这样的女生是我最痛恨的...

做不成情侣,没关系啊...

干吗连朋友也做不成啊...

倘若你的良心还没被狗拿走的话...

请你能自我反省...想一想...

自己的思维跟行为是多么地白目跟幼稚！！！

(所谓的拜金女孩）

暧昧的感觉..

2009-08-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

深信当下年轻人都爱玩的玩意儿...
为什么男生们都选择暧昧

却不愿意建立关系呢??

其实暧昧到底意味着些什么呢...

他/她对我有好感吗??

还是他/她在暗示我呢??

暧昧就是那种比好朋友再亲一点，

但比恋人远一点的关系...

好像很有感觉酱的，

但不足以发展一段正式的关系...

时常都会有进一步的冲动，

却没有进一步的勇气...

我很享受暧昧的关系...
至少它不用负责人...
也没有无形的枷锁...

你爱怎样就怎样...

不必站在她的立场想东西...

这样的关系不是最棒的吗...

人生...

2009-08-24T06:15:00.001-07:00

(下左一为阿diong，红衣为阿yong，最高者为阿chris)

上个拜六永进上来载我跟阿diong下吧生...
去一个朋友的家BBQ咯...
结果呢...我吃了10个鸡翅膀跟5条煎鱼...（我是恐龙 XD)
跟好久没联络的朋友哈啦了几句...
然后就跟阿yong，阿diong跟永进去newway唱k...
坐在阿yong的车上...阿yong跟我谈关于潜意识的东西...
他告诉我...我们每个人只用了脑细胞的5%来想东西而已...
倘若有一天我们能发挥本身的潜意识的话....
想必一定可以有一番作为啊...（据说爱因斯坦毕生之用了3%的潜意识罢了）
我们唱半夜的...大概12点唱到4点...
阿diong跟永进是唱k的kaki来的...
跟他们俩唱k永远都不会出现冷场的现象..
连不大会唱k的我也跟着他们疯狂起来了...
现在讲那个义卖会...没什么卖点的义卖会...
看到了很多真的是NNN年没见的朋友...
也是如此哈啦了没多久...
大约2点那样，永进载我跟阿diong去ktm站...
然后跟阿diong搭火车下kl sentral咯...
下到kl sentral 后,买了回金宝跟怡保的火车票(阿diong住怡保在salon做学徒）
要等到六点火车才会到,所以跟阿diong去chicken rice shop吃鸡饭...
也蛮搞笑的咯...我就酸阿diong“在怡保鸡饭没得吃吗”咯...（不是有间老黄芽菜鸡吗）
然后跟阿diong聊天聊起他在怡保的生活咯...
他就说起他去clubbing,one night stand之类的事情咯...
听到他如何风流快活的时候,心里总是有说不出的羡慕跟向往...
真想去见识见识一下叻...都还没有找到机会呢...
人生啊...就是这样的啊...所以我说啊...
不应该这么快就被女朋友绑死掉啊...
什么负责任啊...一生一世啊...一辈子的承诺啦...
以老公老婆相称啊...真的是有够白目耶...

ya, i know...

2009-08-22T02:17:00.001-07:00

I have never predicted that cant hold your hand anymore,

You will not longer accompany me while i feel hopeless or helpless...
All also due to my arrogant while I thought u will understanding me...
And I have never told u whats my feeling,
when I realized that how many u have sacrifield for me...
Actually I feel extremely touched to you...
But I dare to speak it out until neglect your feeling...
Although the reason for our break up, u have accepted it optimisticly...
I also could imagine how pain for u...
But what I can do juz smile on u and encourage u to be tougher...
I believe that u might have to take more time to accept the truth...
But promise me... dun let the tear drops meaningless...
Perhaps u can own your happiness once a time...
Thats what I can do for u... Take care...

一天...

2009-08-19T21:02:00.001-07:00

一个人无聊的时候...

会做些什么事情呢???
发呆...想些有的没的...
有时总是在埋怨...
时间怎么过得如此得慢！！
只好看下PPS的连续剧..
又或者是打下dota...
一小时半,一小时半的过去...
然后不知不觉黑夜侵蚀了整个天空...
同时也夺走了我的精力...
换来一个疲累不堪的驱壳...
然后呢??
转身趴在床上...睡着了...
人家所谓“美好的一天”，就这样过去咯...

p/s：其实有时候放慢自己的脚步,观察周遭的一切,未尝不是件好事...

从今以后...

2009-08-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

从今以后...

我跟你的关系..

只剩下二字...

朋友...

祝福你...

8月19日..

2009-08-18T20:58:00.000-07:00

很快这样就一年了...

原本应该会高心的...
毕竟是我的初恋嘛...
之前在滨华那些绯闻的不算啦...
不过散了咯... paise啦...
最近又想了很多问题...
没办法啊...问题男孩嘛...
我想说的是...
大学为什么会比中学来颓废？？
中学肯很努力地去翻书或背书的...
大学呢？每天等tips而已...
从来不会去翻书或课前读阅之类的...
我到底怎么了...

p/s: 最近总想起“天若有情天亦老"这行字...
有人知道下联是怎样接的吗...

恢复单身...

2009-08-17T20:35:00.000-07:00

我不是个好男朋友...
只能说是我又负于你..
远距离对我而言..
真的太难谈了....
我提分手的原因...
并不是我在这里找到另外一个了...
而是我觉得我们之间真的太多问题了...
为什么看到别的情侣拍拖总是甜蜜的..
而自己的恋情却不是这么一回事..
我知道这个分手对你而言..
真的太过突然了...
但对你，我已经没感情元素存在了...
只有习惯跟责任...
与其这样毫无意义地拖下去..
我情愿自己狠心点，做坏人...
也许你需要一段时间才恢复你的情绪...
但我深信这样的抉择对你才是最公平的...
对不起,我知道这样做会伤透你的心了...
也许你会讨厌或痛恨我这负心人...
可是我还是会祝福你的...
希望你日后能找到真心爱你的如意郎君...
祝福你... 终于我又恢复单身了...

现代的男朋友。。。

2009-04-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

其实我观察我身边的女生都有一段时期了。。。

我发觉到现代21世纪的女生都不爱被男朋友谇谇念的耶。。。
该怎么说好呢。。。
那种看古装戏才会有的千依百顺的乖乖女已经绝种了。。。
她们都想要自己的私人空间。。。
她们都要男朋友迁就她们。。。
并不是说女生们野蛮。。。
只是。。。我觉得男朋友还真不容易当耶。。。
随call随到，24孝男朋友，千依百顺，钱包任花无怨等等。。。
都变成21世纪男生除了样貌以外必须所兼备的条件。。。
那种大男人主义的男生，
在他们的爱情路上我相信是充满坎坷的。。。
唉。。。一句说完。。。
现代的男朋友不容易当啊。。。

我懂了，不说了，爱淡了。。。

2009-04-15T05:55:00.001-07:00

期末考快到了。。。

身边有着许多课业造成的无形的压力。。。

告诉你们哦。。。最近我的女朋友她转工了。。。

辞去了在亲戚画画中心当秘书那份工。。。

考了一个保险经纪的牌。。。

自从她开始上班后，脸上的笑容也渐渐消失了。。。

每天跟她通电话时，她总是不开心或在担心什么的。。。

我觉得我们俩之间的话题少了很多。。。

拖着疲累的身躯回到家后，想小睡一会。。。

然而女朋友就会这个时候打来。。。

就算再累也要哄她开心回，但偶尔也会很无助。。。

我很迁就我的女朋友，什么总会让她。。。

是否觉得我很小男人跟傻呢？？？

跟她拍拖接近8个月了。。。

可能也是靠这样的迁就才能维持到的。。。

但刚刚我突然意识到酱真的很无趣。。。

因为我知道。。。

当你跟她通话时会出现0话题的情况时，

这意味着男生变心的开始。。。

跟朋友s吊臭!!!

2009-02-20T01:34:00.000-08:00

三个尊孔仔从吉隆坡背井离乡来到金宝UTAR 念书。。。

三个都读不同的科系，然而并没有影响三人的友谊。。。

没想到竟然会为了搬家的事情而吊臭。。。

我也算是当中脾气蛮好的一个了。。。

没想到也会跟他吊起来。。。

算了，其实我觉得很小事而已。。。

也不懂做么他会如此小题大作。。。

现在回到家就没有吊过他了（不是阿mark啦）

连望他一眼都懒。。。哈哈。。。

更好。。。可以专心读书。。。

我也是受害人耶。。。拜托。。。

不懂做么会有脾气酱Lan臭的人存在的。。。

自序。。。

2008-07-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

阿lim.... 183cm....85kg...

19岁,超黑的纯种华人.....血气方刚的热汉.....
双子座,没有谈过好的一段恋情....
可能是双子属双重性格跟追求新鲜感的缘故....
体型跟性格超不像的怪ka....
偶尔喜欢一个人睡在床上发呆...
有时喜欢引人注目,爱做白痴的行为(扮娘娘腔）....
在熟人面前脸皮如墙壁厚任何傻事都敢做出来....
平时却装一副扮酷又不酷，扮熟又不熟的衰样....
也许这是阿lim掩饰自己脆弱的方式吧....
好胜心强到多次被老师或排球队队友投诉....
但他就是不服输,或者说他不想输....
每天心想宁愿自己是队中最大的漏洞....
也不想其他人是那个漏洞....
没有什么伟大的梦想....
可能想法超悲观的缘故吧...
认为世上做每一件事都只是侥幸成功...
凡是都往坏的方面去想....例如....
拍拖不到2天就会想这段恋情能维持到几久....
还没想跟女友怎样约会就会想分手的理由.....

喜欢有意思的歌....
1. 擦肩而过 2. 痴心绝对 3. 简单爱 4. 死了都要爱 5. 安静
6. 世界唯一的你 7.光辉岁月 8.又一年又三年